No She Wasn't Waiting!

she sat there broken
no she wasn't waiting
still and lifeless
as though she was listening to agony tell a tale
her beautiful face
gazed at a picture
wishing it could speak
wishing she could cry..
wishing she could hear his voice reach her heart ..
that silver frame ..had more than a picture in it..
the only face that loved her..more than anyone else had..
his eyes grey and deep
the charming smile that is hard to fade away..
the way he held her then..will he ever again someday?
no she wasnt waiting
her heart heard a whisper
but the tear refused to roll
as he gently came as the wind
kissing her face
the room never lost his fragrance
the lights never went off
though the days and nights had lost a count by now...
a ribbon like light shown upon her chair..
as she sat by the window..her hands on the keys..
she sung to him everynight now...
a song she had wished to sing when he was around..
but time made a cruel choice
before he met her that day..before he could hear her soul touching voice...
no she wasnt waiting...
memories from beautiful to bitter
a world torn apart
now she never falls asleep
was she sad?...was she wondering?
or was she too numb to feel all the pain?
will these million pieces of her heart fix themselves again?
could these wounds ever heal?
hundreds to stars asked each other every night...
they grew in number
each day..
just to tell her love..he will find her love once again someday...
no she wasnt waiting....!!!

The Unknown World

There is a world

Where I use to live

Once upon a time

When all things seemed all mine

Beautiful thoughts were permanent

And life to heart’s content

But now I dwell

In a mask of the universe unknown

The shadows of dark overlay

There are no rains and storms

The winds just groan and thunder speaks rude

The apathy is spread all around

The smiles lie dormant

Piles of worry lying around in every corner

The web of sadness seems to be growing each day

All the flowers in the garden have withered away

Snow is as good as dust just resting by the window

And sunshine hasn’t visited since long

The mirror of my eyes reflect nothing but colorless tears

My heart has forgotten to be like itself

Agony soaks my soul

No friends no foes

No faces to remember

Just a me

A me all around

Dreams have forgotten to whisper

And unhappy stories I read aloud

Those  cheerless poems

I sit by the slate grey stone

Beneath a leafless tree

Just looking away to nowhere

Footprints of hope slowly disappear

I see my fear groom and come say ‘hello’

I want to run

But the feet don’t wake up

I want to talk

But the river of words has dried up

I want to call the angels

But I am too scared

God I wonder..is doing what now

I don’t want him to come and rescue me

For the world outside needs him much more than I

His mercies, his generosity must first dawn upon them

I’ll wait for this huge tide to turn and ebb

I’ll wait for thorns to show me the way to the rose

A one that can grow anywhere

Blossom and glow

I’ll wait for time to complete my story.