Loner

Bring it here
Slow it down
So finally
I am not the only lonely heart in this town

Yes I know
The sound of that heartbeat
Butterflies over your heart
And the emotionless feet

Do you watch all these stars at night?
Well , neither do I
And when they ask
I say ' because I kissed Love a Goodbye '

So yes, my home
Is the same as yours
Where the wounded memories
Find no cures

You can walk in or walk out
But I am here to stay
Cause I don't want to wake up to know

That another boy will break my heart someday!

Fossils Of Misery

At the stroke of midnight

The moon abandoned the sky

Hundreds and thousands ran through an empty street

Cries and screams spoke loud in those furious hours

Mashed flesh thrown away

My eyes pleaded me to move away, my feet almost turned cold

I witnessed the spines of hope that had been cut

Some were turned into spokes of lethal mind

The mothers kissing the wounds and the cuts of her child calling him back

A cloud of unprecedented fright and fear loomed

It rained heavily at that time

People swam through the pool of blood

The age of great dark sin had arrived

The cruel human had dismissed peace

He wore a thick canopy of terror

He disguised himself with neat leather of falseness

Thoughts laced with cowardice and  heart beating with hatred

He perhaps has turned the world just as he wanted

He has summoned a dreadful future

This was not the world where I belonged or had hoped to live

Ruthless heart and cunning desires had set their rule

Each moment bore fruits of evil torture and unkind deeds

Nobody wished to help the other

Everyone stood up with their sharp swords simply to behead and seek revenge

The once unselfish were now becoming greedy running in a race for wanting more

He killed, he slaughtered but for satisfying his hideous pride

What a future has he ushered?

What goodness does this bring?

My eyes split wide open when I saw this truth

The brutal nature of mankind , I fear is on its way to create history of these petrifying acts

I splashed the water of pure Ganges with a want to clear this vision

I tried to wash out these bitter memories from my heart

“Oh Lord shower some mercy , let Man realize that he himself is de-structuring a world next to heaven , let him be brave and now and again rebuild it with fortune of peace” my soul shrieked.

The Unknown World

There is a world

Where I use to live

Once upon a time

When all things seemed all mine

Beautiful thoughts were permanent

And life to heart’s content

But now I dwell

In a mask of the universe unknown

The shadows of dark overlay

There are no rains and storms

The winds just groan and thunder speaks rude

The apathy is spread all around

The smiles lie dormant

Piles of worry lying around in every corner

The web of sadness seems to be growing each day

All the flowers in the garden have withered away

Snow is as good as dust just resting by the window

And sunshine hasn’t visited since long

The mirror of my eyes reflect nothing but colorless tears

My heart has forgotten to be like itself

Agony soaks my soul

No friends no foes

No faces to remember

Just a me

A me all around

Dreams have forgotten to whisper

And unhappy stories I read aloud

Those  cheerless poems

I sit by the slate grey stone

Beneath a leafless tree

Just looking away to nowhere

Footprints of hope slowly disappear

I see my fear groom and come say ‘hello’

I want to run

But the feet don’t wake up

I want to talk

But the river of words has dried up

I want to call the angels

But I am too scared

God I wonder..is doing what now

I don’t want him to come and rescue me

For the world outside needs him much more than I

His mercies, his generosity must first dawn upon them

I’ll wait for this huge tide to turn and ebb

I’ll wait for thorns to show me the way to the rose

A one that can grow anywhere

Blossom and glow

I’ll wait for time to complete my story.