The Game Of Love...

Another person...another trick
Its the game of love that makes you sick 


Burnt and played
Fallen and swayed 


The foolish things that cast their charm
He is the winner and you are at harm 


Believing the lies...blinded to the true
He made a home in your heart just to break you 


And then you ask..why did i..stop n stay
The moons comes down to ask 'may i share your dismay?' 


Where should you go? To whom should you tell...?
Who will you blame...the man or his spell? 


Tossing n turning the waves of thoughts crash like a bolt of lightning cracking up the sky
More sleepless than ever...too broken to give it another try... 


The chalk of mystery slowly filling up the slate...
Once called love...now re named as bad side of fate...

Bleeding You...

There is a picture of you..
pinned up in my heart...

It bleeds everytime
I touch it with my Love....

Adorned in every shade of red..
Passionate feelings climb the walls of my soul...

They talk....resonating Joy...
Celebrating the miracle...of finally finding a home where they can happily surrender themselves...

But they stay up..close to me.....
Cause...they don't know if......

That stranger..will ..ever..take them ...
IN.......

To You...My LORD...

Every year...

As the final time for the rains to descend approaches ...

I wait eagerly for you to come...and make my HOME ...HEAViEN...

nobody..knows...what this day means to me....it's a coincidence ..that this year my birthday and this festive...season...begins once again...yes, it's the 50th this time...so it gets all the more special...

the sound of the drumbeats....the city flooded by your blessings....my soul touched by your warmth and love...a belonging i find in this world...

your forms....the colors....the diamonds...the gold...the pure prayers ....

each person awaits....

thousand dreams in my heart wake up...dance as i watch you come home...you give them the strength to believe.....


i remember that friday...when i skillfully made it on this planet created by you...lonely i felt...no one understood...so you came along...on a sunday...

i knew you understood me....and till today it's only you....i can fearlessly talk anything i want with you...complain...share joy...discuss world..its people... and a wholeeeeeeee lot more

today...i have everybody.....still i know....alot is missing....and you decided...to just stay by me...for me....and many others....

yes this world....its complications....relationships....tremendous beauty...nothing of it ...any possible without you...

my life...whatever lived so far...a sketch by you....

i bring you home today...with a universe of love and thank you within my heart....

together you and i strive....to make ...the word.."happiness"..more believable...

i just wish....you are there..alwaysssss.....
thats all i need....for the rest of my life....
..

to you ..MY LORD....all the love...i have...in my capacity...
to you ...MY LORD....you are wonderful....thank you for sprinkling the stardust of blessings in my life...
with love...to you GANU........your ladoo peda loving kid ..:)
I WELCOME YOU HOME .....:)

Up Here In My Heart..

So I felt something..
Did you feel it too...?
Up here in my heart..
Every knot untied


Now love flows..and fills the air around me and you...
Somebody robbed the stars from the skies
And lit up the street of my dreams
Every worry swore to die
Every smile came alive...


Oh YES..
This feels right..
After stumbling several times
Finally I found a hand to hold
A one with whom I can be myself..


Fairy tales are magical..
But reality just got ten times more beautiful...
I seek no more shelter
For I am the heart of someone's life now..


Chased for a long time by wonder...I am done with all that
I walk this road now...with every wish fulfilled ..and beating within the name...engraved in my heart..
So I felt something....
Did you feel it too ??? :)

Tell Me How Does It Feel......

Tell me how does it feel
To leave me alone..?
You walked away when I needed you
Where? Why? Remain unsaid
But then..you stayed back in my heart
I walk these streets up and down
Restless with unflinching pain called love
A face I search
A voice I long to hear
 I close my eyes and rush across memories
The beauty of all universe comes alive
Don’t you remember me?
Did you walk over the dream we built together?
Because it hurts to live
When you know the heart that  is beating is not yours
And it hard to stick up with the belief
When luck has the trading power
Thousand questions are born before my eyes
The wait makes them rise to a million
Weak and inconsolable
Wonder seems  to orbit my mind
Tell me how does it feel
To leave me alone…

THE HURT OF WAIT

As the sky bathed in the colour of black
A hand threw a splash of silver twinkles
The moon adorned its crescent robe
There she stood behind the curtain of well tucked silk
Neat done.. in a flawless satin blue
With lips shaded in dusty rose
Her curls kissing her neck
As she rolled her eyes outside lookin at the moon , her long lashes combed with grace
And the peacock shade glimmer defining them strong
She looked away as though tired of waiting
She drew her hand closer..
With a big stone placed on the finger ...shining in the song of dark
She caressed those lilies that groomed the glass of lime green
One hand resting on window
Oh! What a pearl-like skin
A lilttle bird came and sat there and sang melodiously
As the night grew darker..
She blew of those lavender oil candles
And walked up the cobbled path
Her silent bow nipped shoe of a turquoise hue ..Up the coiled stairs
Into a room with laced cushions and well done bed
Needle to record …and on came her song of lovers
She sat on d long wooden chair and sung those words…
Poured some royal wine
When it had all got done
She cloaked her self in the light white
Walked up to her palace window
To bid the moon goodbye
A dew like tear rolled down from those champagne eyes
Still she smiled like a doll
Turned off the lights that had kept her awake
She took the pillow and looked at it wishing for someone to be there
Warmly pulled it closer
And whispered the words of love..
Then She turned away…
Shut her eyes…
For the world of her dreams was much more happier ………….

Till You Are Mine....

My heart is beating with all those words u failed to read
And you make me think 'why did i ever wear my heart on my sleeve?'
I keep on saying to myself "how did this happen to me?"
Cus the bridge was already broken and I failed to see
How would it matter to you now?
But I am walking the longest distance
Without a map and plenty of shadows that whisper each time 'to take one step more'
This reality filled with all these reflections
I would have never thought
But I guess its all  that I have got
A promise I cant  surrender
My love is a strong contender
It's not too late to back off , i know
But the way to you... is the only road my heart can see
Though there is pain and tears roll down
Though the wind blows away every candle I light
Its not easy and I keep stumbling
But if I dont try these memories will continue to sting
I dont care if takes longer than forever

Cus even with the broken pieces of my heart  I will love you more than ever!!!

p.s. I thank My Twilight struck Kid fror suggesting the title!..:)

Loner

Bring it here
Slow it down
So finally
I am not the only lonely heart in this town

Yes I know
The sound of that heartbeat
Butterflies over your heart
And the emotionless feet

Do you watch all these stars at night?
Well , neither do I
And when they ask
I say ' because I kissed Love a Goodbye '

So yes, my home
Is the same as yours
Where the wounded memories
Find no cures

You can walk in or walk out
But I am here to stay
Cause I don't want to wake up to know

That another boy will break my heart someday!