Up Here In My Heart..

So I felt something..
Did you feel it too...?
Up here in my heart..
Every knot untied


Now love flows..and fills the air around me and you...
Somebody robbed the stars from the skies
And lit up the street of my dreams
Every worry swore to die
Every smile came alive...


Oh YES..
This feels right..
After stumbling several times
Finally I found a hand to hold
A one with whom I can be myself..


Fairy tales are magical..
But reality just got ten times more beautiful...
I seek no more shelter
For I am the heart of someone's life now..


Chased for a long time by wonder...I am done with all that
I walk this road now...with every wish fulfilled ..and beating within the name...engraved in my heart..
So I felt something....
Did you feel it too ??? :)

The Rains...

I remember the first time I saw your face..
Sweat running down…and those big brown eyes…that lent me a smile that day..
It rained..
And way you looked out of the window…
And held those rain drops in your hand..
I watched like a bashful kid
Hiding..smiling…wishing to freeze that moment
I remember the first time we spoke…
And I couldn’t find the words..
But you spoke first and made it easy for me…
I remember all those times I would wait until you left..
Wait for you to turn around and look at me…
Even after you had said good-bye..
Cus I wished to see that smile that meant everything in the world to me..
And all of that has me waiting till today..holding on to the words- it’s meant to be…
But today.. it rained again…just like the very first day..
And an hour feels like a millennium
A thought feels like a lifetime..
These memories are overwhelming
I am lost …waiting for your brown eyes to find me..
So that this stranger’s heart can once again ..begin to see..
A world that is beautiful moment after moment..
A world that means something to her..
But for now she lives…hoping the rains will once again.. bring us together! 

 (in the memory of 3rd july 2005...11.37 am...sunday) 

My Home

Dated in this dairy
Are the memories
My soul cried, laughed, ached and danced to write...
And every time I read them
I have one name racing through my mind
Making a home in my heart
As beneath every soft whisper lies a tale of love
And whenever I hear your footstep a portion of myself is stolen from me
The moon light that pours out the twinkling many into the dark sky
Gives me the reason why distance can still bring us together

Cause I weave a dream each night
And it's a wonder how you reside on my lips ; A smile they call it..
But when a tear rolls down..it just needs YOU...
When the heart is wounded and head is heavy with worry ..it just needs YOU....

your silence.....your warmth......your eyes- MY HOME!!!!