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1 Jul 2011

Loner

Bring it here
Slow it down
So finally
I am not the only lonely heart in this town

Yes I know
The sound of that heartbeat
Butterflies over your heart
And the emotionless feet

Do you watch all these stars at night?
Well , neither do I
And when they ask
I say ' because I kissed Love a Goodbye '

So yes, my home
Is the same as yours
Where the wounded memories
Find no cures

You can walk in or walk out
But I am here to stay
Cause I don't want to wake up to know
That another boy will break my heart someday!

Fossils Of Misery


At the stroke of midnight
The moon abandoned the sky
Hundreds and thousands ran through an empty street
Cries and screams spoke loud in those furious hours
Mashed flesh thrown away
My eyes pleaded me to move away, my feet almost turned cold
I witnessed the spines of hope that had been cut
Some were turned into spokes of lethal mind
The mothers kissing the wounds and the cuts of her child calling him back
A cloud of unprecedented fright and fear loomed
It rained heavily at that time
People swam through the pool of blood
The age of great dark sin had arrived
The cruel human had dismissed peace
He wore a thick canopy of terror
He disguised himself with neat leather of falseness
Thoughts laced with cowardice and  heart beating with hatred
He perhaps has turned the world just as he wanted
He has summoned a dreadful future
This was not the world where I belonged or had hoped to live
Ruthless heart and cunning desires had set their rule
Each moment bore fruits of evil torture and unkind deeds
Nobody wished to help the other
Everyone stood up with their sharp swords simply to behead and seek revenge
The once unselfish were now becoming greedy running in a race for wanting more
He killed, he slaughtered but for satisfying his hideous pride
What a future has he ushered?
What goodness does this bring?
My eyes split wide open when I saw this truth
The brutal nature of mankind , I fear is on its way to create history of these petrifying acts
I splashed the water of pure Ganges with a want to clear this vision
I tried to wash out these bitter memories from my heart
“Oh Lord shower some mercy , let Man realize that he himself is de-structuring a world next to heaven , let him be brave and now and again rebuild it with fortune of peace” my soul shrieked.


The Unknown World


There is a world
Where I use to live
Once upon a time
When all things seemed all mine
Beautiful thoughts were permanent
And life to heart’s content
But now I dwell
In a mask of the universe unknown
The shadows of dark overlay
There are no rains and storms
The winds just groan and thunder speaks rude
The apathy is spread all around
The smiles lie dormant
Piles of worry lying around in every corner
The web of sadness seems to be growing each day
All the flowers in the garden have withered away
Snow is as good as dust just resting by the window
And sunshine hasn’t visited since long
The mirror of my eyes reflect nothing but colorless tears
My heart has forgotten to be like itself
Agony soaks my soul
No friends no foes
No faces to remember
Just a me
A me all around
Dreams have forgotten to whisper
And unhappy stories I read aloud
Those  cheerless poems
I sit by the slate grey stone
Beneath a leafless tree
Just looking away to nowhere
Footprints of hope slowly disappear
I see my fear groom and come say ‘hello’
I want to run
But the feet don’t wake up
I want to talk
But the river of words has dried up
I want to call the angels
But I am too scared
God I wonder..is doing what now
I don’t want him to come and rescue me
For the world outside needs him much more than I
His mercies, his generosity must first dawn upon them
I’ll wait for this huge tide to turn and ebb
I’ll wait for thorns to show me the way to the rose
A one that can grow anywhere
Blossom and glow
I’ll wait for time to complete my story.