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Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

9 Sept 2011

The Game Of Love...

Another person...another trick
Its the game of love that makes you sick 



Burnt and played
Fallen and swayed 



The foolish things that cast their charm
He is the winner and you are at harm 



Believing the lies...blinded to the true
He made a home in your heart just to break you 



And then you ask..why did i..stop n stay
The moons comes down to ask 'may i share your dismay?' 



Where should you go? To whom should you tell...?
Who will you blame...the man or his spell? 



Tossing n turning the waves of thoughts crash like a bolt of lightning cracking up the sky
More sleepless than ever...too broken to give it another try... 



The chalk of mystery slowly filling up the slate...
Once called love...now re named as bad side of fate...

18 Aug 2011

Under the covers of hopelessness ....

Under the covers of hopelessness
A false promise whispers secretly

The wind sways in
The moon's half cup shining gladly

 Light curtains fly over my face
My arms rest on the white window

No gentle thought seeks shelter
My mind a home for worry

It grows in number
As i grow old...

Friends are many..so are memories
But a different path calls for my attention

Who knows where joy resides
Flowers bloom to die

I am just another person
Writing a letter to the "why"...

Distance is just an excuse
Stars live in a person's heart

 The dreams break as the sun pours out its rays
I strive through this battle

I am trying to find that name
The one who will understand ..without me having to say

A life etched in a wish
Crowded shadows eat up the prayers


A lonesome me still dares to ask for more
Grief's pattern is grim and intense for me to weep

Do words make me feel better?
Maybe...

Is my destiny's ink fading away?
It's good if it does.....

For long i have tried to be the master of my mind
Trying to break free from the haunting thoughts caged in my heart..

One day will arrive
Time can't be my slave

One day you will wake up to love me...
One day you will be left with only my memories...

Under the covers of hopelessness
A false promise whispers secretly..


























1 Jul 2011

The Unknown World


There is a world
Where I use to live
Once upon a time
When all things seemed all mine
Beautiful thoughts were permanent
And life to heart’s content
But now I dwell
In a mask of the universe unknown
The shadows of dark overlay
There are no rains and storms
The winds just groan and thunder speaks rude
The apathy is spread all around
The smiles lie dormant
Piles of worry lying around in every corner
The web of sadness seems to be growing each day
All the flowers in the garden have withered away
Snow is as good as dust just resting by the window
And sunshine hasn’t visited since long
The mirror of my eyes reflect nothing but colorless tears
My heart has forgotten to be like itself
Agony soaks my soul
No friends no foes
No faces to remember
Just a me
A me all around
Dreams have forgotten to whisper
And unhappy stories I read aloud
Those  cheerless poems
I sit by the slate grey stone
Beneath a leafless tree
Just looking away to nowhere
Footprints of hope slowly disappear
I see my fear groom and come say ‘hello’
I want to run
But the feet don’t wake up
I want to talk
But the river of words has dried up
I want to call the angels
But I am too scared
God I wonder..is doing what now
I don’t want him to come and rescue me
For the world outside needs him much more than I
His mercies, his generosity must first dawn upon them
I’ll wait for this huge tide to turn and ebb
I’ll wait for thorns to show me the way to the rose
A one that can grow anywhere
Blossom and glow
I’ll wait for time to complete my story.